Friday, December 3, 2010

A Tiring Day.

Normally, Monday till Thursday are the days that I can't meet you. Not this week. ^^ You told me that you and your friends are going to celebrate your friends' birthday at Time Square. Without asking, of course I would love to join! Seeing you on Wednesday? How can I say no to that? Haha.. Plus I get to meet all your best friends there. Kill 2 birds with 1 stone is what it is.

So, i woke up at 930. With your help of course.. Wondering what I'm going to do without you. ^^ I reach the train station at 11 am for the 1110 train. It's been so long since I last took train to KL, kinda excited. It is quite a long journey, you know. From Klang to KL seems like it took forever to reach. Nevertheless I reach there on 12 something if I'm not mistaken. With some time to kill, I decided to had my breakfast. No wait, it's lunch. Break-lunch? Anyway, it's Subway and it's awesome. Then, I took Monorail and head to Time Square.

It's about 2 something that I finally meet you. I was bored to death there, when I see you, I was just so happy. Meeting you on a Wednesday? Cool huh.. ^^ Then, we started to shop for A pair of shoes. You guys know Time Square right.. Big right.. Lots of choices.. Well, my lovely girlfriend have the ability to pick out each shoe and say the bad things bout the shoe. XD It is really interesting. And funny too. Finally she bought a pair of shoe. Finally. Is it the perfect shoe? Or maybe because there's no more other choice? Who cares? hahaha.. Erm, I do babe. And it really is a good choice. Very nice on your feet.

After we're done, we went to meet the "Fabulous 4", you best friends. They're quite nice actually.. Keep laughing dunno for what.. Especially Prudence.. We celebrated Kah Yee's belated birthday and Fenny's 'almost' Birthday.. Then, the girls go shopping. Again. It's is really tiring you know, walking around. But it's worth it though, loving every minute of it. Finally their going back.. T.T parted ways at monorail station and she's gone. Without a good-bye kiss..

Maybe it's been too long since I last took Monorail, maybe it's because I can't wait to get home because I'm too hungry, maybe it's because I miss her.. Anyhow, I end up in Tun Sambathan. The station just before KL Sentral. I didn't even notice that only a few people get down. For a moment, I was like : Whoa, things sure changed alot huh.. No idea it's this way.. Saw the sign- Tun Sambathan.. WHAT? Damn! How did I..? Oh C'mon! So, I have to buy another ticket to KL Sentral. ><

After the long and tiring journey, which I was standing for most of the time. Finally, I'm at BlueSky. Eating with neighbor and bro. Then, I'm home. Bath, online for 5 minutes. Sleep like a baby.

I enjoyed this day very much. Let's see
~ I get to see my babe.
~ Finally meet her friends
~ Glad I still can find my way back to KL Sentral

That's about it. Miss you babe.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Life After You part 2.

I was wondering.. What will happen if the particular post didn't appear? Even if it did.. What if I didn't know about it and no one told me? Dare not think about it. All the talks about what ifs, I'm just glad things played out the way they were.

Now, the oh so very important post. So the thing is this. She finally has feelings for me. ^^ and she post it on blog. Of course she didn't state who is it. And I didn't even know of the post until someone told me. Gotta thank that 'someone' but i can't remember who. XD So after I read it, of course i hope that it was me. But then maybe it's some other guy. Who knows right? But, there is one sentence in the post that she wrote. That sentence is something I said to her previously. Maybe she's just writing it? Maybe it doesn't mean anything? Maybe it is me? I DON'T KNOW~ All I can do is hope for the best, and let God do the rest.

After a while of 'forcing', finally she told me that it is me. The guy she has feelings for. Yup, it's me. Okay, stop for a while, close your eyes, imagine this : everyone has a dream right? Now, imagine that your dream came true instantly! Well, that's my feeling after I know about it. Happy till the max. Can't believe it, it really is me. My dream came true. All my wildest dreams, is now a reality.

17/9~ Our first date together, not officially together though. >< That night, we went to Jake Cafe. Our first date there. This is the 1st time we out together, only the 2 of us. There, we talk for a while.. And then, I tell her my feelings. That I too is in love with her and would like her to be my girlfriend. She says she have to consider 1st. >< And she wanted to test me, wanted me to sing 2 songs for her and must get the lyrics perfectly. First is Jay's song called Simple Love, I think I did okay with that song. Then, here comes problems.. Second song, Yen J's I Like. No, I Love. That lyrics of the song is so short but I can't remember. Therefore, I failed.. @@

In order for me to be her boyfriend, I have to sing the 2 songs again. And this time, no mistake. So, on our way to Kuala Selangor, I sang to her when we're waiting for others at a car park. I tell her again how I feel.. Answers all her questions from before.. And asked if she can be my girlfriend. She said yes!!!!! With a little help from Khai Peng of course. xD

There, our story. It's been 2 months since then.. I am living the best life right now.. With her by my side.. Looking forward to every Friday that's when she come back, treasuring every minute that I get to spend with her. I can proudly say that I am no longer single anymore, and I LOVE IT! Babe, you've been so good to me all this while.. you're really the best. I  love you. Always will.

Friday, November 26, 2010

Life After You.

Just like how Daughtry sang it, " No, there's no life after you. " Well, it is true in a way. But in my case, my life started after I'm with you. Yea, this blog is gonna be all about us. It's gonna be a long one. ^^

Let's go waaaayyyyy back~

I first met you after some time at Station 1 cafe. Chinese New Year, meet up with Frog and * i can't remember who*. So there you are.. Sitting there.. Beautiful as ever. Something happened, but I'm not sure. I started going out with your gang every Friday night, NOT because of you, of course. =P

The power of gossip, unimaginable. All it takes was just one innocent sentence : hey, she's not bad huh. And then people started to misunderstand that I fell in love with you. At least, you did. Started to dodge me, feeling all awkward when we meet. I figure, things couldn't be more worse. Or so i thought.

After days of thought, I decided to clear things between us. Only to find out later that the person who replied me and say that you already have a boyfriend is not you. That person, i still despise.You have no right messing with others handphone, especially when it comes to replying message. Who do you think you are, when you sent me those message? I bet you feel pretty proud when you did it huh? Think you're doing her a favor? Think you're protecting her? Think you're clever? Well, you think too much. No offence to her friends though, it's just what I feel. Word of advice : Mind your own damn business.

I'm straying off path here, so where was I.. Oh so after that incident, things were normal again. We started talking, teasing each other. We're cool. And that's when I slowly fell in love with you.

Of course I didn't have the guts to tell you.. Not after that incident.. I think that.. What we're having right now is good enough.. Wouldn't want to mess it all up right.. So I kept quiet.. I think some of my friends know about it..Not sure though. Oh well, it's not important.

You know, it's been so long since I celebrated my birthday with my friends. Super excited when I know that we're going to Port Dickson together and celebrate there. Before that, I did get a surprise party from a few friends. A cake made of cream and cream only. >< That day the only taste I felt is cream.. And then it's the PD trip. Fun trip, had my best time there. After that trip only people told me that actually you already has feelings for me. Excuse me, how was I to know all these when nobody tell anything. It's not like I can read your mind or anything right. Anyhow.. I guess even if I did confess, I'd probably be rejected cause there's too many flowers in my heart. >< No one to blame, but myself.

And so.. I didn't know about it.. You guys didn't give me any hints..
So, life goes on~

Few months later, the thing I feared the most came true. You are together with another guy. And he went out with us on friday night. Just the sight of you two together makes me wanna die. not sure if I did a great job at acting but I sure hope I did enough. The feeling, the sadness, the 'sour'-ness that I felt. It hurts. But who can I blame when I feel all these things, I didn't take any action and now you're with him. You seemed happy. I'm not. I couldn't show it, so it's kept away. I'm starting to regret. Regret not letting you know how I feel. Seeing you together with him, it kills me inside. So all I can do now, is wait. Or should I?

Didn't give much thought about what I'm going to do after this. I guess time is going to decide for me. I guess I was quite busy with something to keep my mind of this things. But still everytime that I think that You're together with someone else. Something stuck at my throat, and I.. It was not a pleasant feeling.

Sometimes, I can be stupid. Like the time when I went out with you and a few friends to solve your problems.
Okay, let's look at the situation here again. You're having problems with your boyfriend, you ask for our suggestions. The rational things for me to say would've been encouraging you to break off with him right, but I didn't. I guess, it's better to see you happy with him than to break off and feel sad. But things became worse and finally it ended.

It's another few weeks without anything special happening. I certainly hope you don't have another guy in your life. Things are perfect the way they are now for me. At least I still get to see you every weekends.

Now~~~~~ The post appeared.

Continue on the next post. Stay tuned for more. ^^

I'm back..

It has been awhile.. No wait, it has been a long while. Let's see what I'm busy doing these few months.. The usuals, studies.. exams.. and I don;t know what to write about. So that's why I'm missing in action. Oh yea, one very important changes in my life. Finally, after the long wait, she's finally mine. <3

I guess u guys that were there at the spot know about the details very well. Recorded the whole thing even. XD 18-9-2010, the most important date in my life. I love you and I always will. Forever.

Exams.. Well that almost killed me. You know, it's always the same thing. The first week of new sem, you tell yourself: Alright, this is a new sem, I'm gonna work my socks off, get good grades, bla bla bla.. Before you know it, it's final exam. And I'm all worried like hell. And then it's all over.. I just hope I pass everything.

So now I'm having my holidays for 3 months. I'll TRY to blog more often.

Before I end this.. I just wanna say that the future.. It seems so long, so vast, so unexpected. One things for sure,   I will be with you until the day I die. Forever yours, faithfully.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

The Reason.

It's all Because of You...

~ I fell in love
~ I waited
~ I know
~ I understand

~I'm a changed man
~ I look the other way
~ I look back
~ I still see you

~ I'm sad
~ I wished
~ I close my eyes
~ Still you

~ I'd walk a thousand miles
~ Swim a thousand seas
~ Right beside you
~ Is where i want to be

~ I'll try me best
~ I will never say never
~ Nothing is impossible
~ To me

~ And now
~ I'm happy
~ I'm Me
~ I'm in love



I promise
To love you with all my heart.
Until the end of time.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

A Good Boy.

I've heard people calling me good boy here and there.. But I know better that most of the time, I'm not. Most of the time ok.. Not all the time. There are times that I'm really a good boy, seriously. Like this weekend. So here's the deal, me n my bro stay at my grandma's house most of the time. Because all my friends are there and my bro still has to go to school. We only go back to our house at Shah Alam during the weekends. And that's the only time I hang out with my parents.. Although they call us to go back on weekends, I'd still go out with my friends. BUT, this weekend, I didn't go out at all. Spent two whole days together with my parents, and that makes me a good boy. ^^

Basically did nothing. Because I didn't go out. Here's a list of things that I did on my weekend :
* sleep
* eat
* dvd
* swim
* watch football

Yup, that's it. Looking forward to tonight's football match between Man United and Fulham. Go Red Devils!!

3: 07 pm

Friday, August 20, 2010

This week..

Hmm.. Let's see.. Nothing much happened i guess. It is a a fun week nevertheless.. An energetic one because I've been sleeping for most of the afternoon due to my injured knee. Got that when I'm playing football with my friends.. >< Hurt like hell, but it's not the 1st time so no big deal. So basically I just sleep after i came home from college.. Yea.. Feel like doing revision.. But I know that's not going to happen.. XD why  bother? It's just the second week of college, is there really anything to revise? It must be all those useless introduction and what not.. So, nothing important..

Until the day that I found out that we have a Law test this friday, which is today. Woohoo... Not going to waste time regretting bout my action, I quickly take out the movie that i wanted to watch - Repomen and started watching. Nice movie by the way.. You guys should watch it. Surprise ending. Anyways.... So basically.. The test that i took today.. The questions are perfect, nothing wrong with the question asked, no problem with it. The problem is the answer..... God help me. XD

Okay.. where was I. Oh right, stuck at a place where i have to make a decision. So, should I go for It? Or just wait..? Hmm.. Only time can tell, so I'll just sit tight and let nature do their thing.. Found out that someone is in a relationship.. Surprised when i heard some details.. And help a friend to solve his problem.. Bros, or girls? Bro la of coz... No... should be girls.. No wait, it's bro.... And it goes on and on and on...

12.43 am